Summer is seeming to fly by. We have had some hurts this summer that has kind of left us all feeling down. There are several things weighing me down of which I have no control of. It is hard to see the direction God is taking me. I know when life takes an unexpected turn it is hard to get a fresh vision and get excited about it.
The store is struggling big time. I would love to be able to do some new stuff
but can't. Still unsure of where to go from here. Waiting it out for now but not sure if I will be able to hang in there.
Britni's wedding is in November. She has pretty much everything organized. So we're not doing to much right now.
Kevin and Cortni took off work this week to go boating. I didn't have anyone to work (or couldn't really pay anyone) so I'm stuck here. I am closing the store Saturday to go to a wedding and then have 4 days off. Maybe I can get refreshed and excited about something.
The next few months will be full of changes. Hopefully we can all adjust and everything will go smoothly.
Didn't mean to be Debbie Downer but that's me for now.
This is my life as time has gone by.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Birthday Celebration!
The end of May we went to Chicago to celebrate Malori's birthday, and Sebastians which was a few weeks ago and Britni's which is in a few weeks. We tried to surprise everyone but I'm pretty sure they all figured it out. Kevin took Sebastian to a Cubs game and I was taking the girls to see Mary Poppins.
Saturday there was a street fair on Division, which we like to shop, and Cortni had already planned to go to a Cubs game with 3 girls from work. We were all getting ready to take off and Kevin, who hates to shop, said he would rather go to the game then shop. So Cortni called and somehow was able to get him a ticket.
So Malori, Britni and I took off and walked to Division street. We had a blast and ate some great food. We got to try different things because of all the vendors set up. Malori also got some shirts. They each got some money for clothes for their birthday too. Cortni and Kevin also walked because they had extra time. They were suppose to catch the bus but ended up walking almost the whole way.
That evening Malori, Cortni, Kevin and myself grilled out. Britni and Sebastian had something else to go to.
Then Sunday we tried to drive down to the Lincoln Park Zoo. But we drove around for an hour and couldn't find parking. So we ended up on Damen and did some shopping and got some coffee and ice cream.
Then Sunday evening everyone got ready and the guys went to the Cubs game and the girls headed to see Mary Poppins. It was fabulous!! We were sing right along. One of the best scenes was the chimney sweeps and when he walked up the wall and the ceiling. And of course Mary Poppins flying.
If you get a chance go see it!
It was a great weekend and coming off of Malori's graduation enjoyed some fun and relaxation!
Monday, May 25, 2009
Congrats Malori!!
Our baby is officially out of high school. I still can't figure out where the last 12 years have gone. I still remember the first day of kindergarten, walking down the drive sporting a Pocahontas backpack, last day of school driving away in her red mustang.
She made a senior video and Friday night wanted us to watch it. It was full of great memories. I don't think we realize all those little things we do are wonderful memories to cherish.
We are very proud of all of her accomplishments and even more the type of person is she. We are privileged to be her parents.
She made a senior video and Friday night wanted us to watch it. It was full of great memories. I don't think we realize all those little things we do are wonderful memories to cherish.
We are very proud of all of her accomplishments and even more the type of person is she. We are privileged to be her parents.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Busy Week
It has been a very busy few weeks and week will be no different. Malori's graduation is on Saturday, then her open house, Bailie's is on Sunday and her open house is Monday. We have been cleaning up the yard, planting flowers, cleaning windows and the house is still a mess. I only have a few days left to get the house cleaned, food figured out and bought and cooked. Besides work, Malori's track sectionals, school groups coming to the store and a author book signing at the Library on Thursday night.
After church I had a birthday party at the store and now finally home and should be doing something but I am so exhausted I can't get up. Thinking about just going to bed but guilt is keeping me from it.
Well we'll see how the week unfolds as we prepare to watch out youngest daughter graduate and move on to the next stage of her life.
After church I had a birthday party at the store and now finally home and should be doing something but I am so exhausted I can't get up. Thinking about just going to bed but guilt is keeping me from it.
Well we'll see how the week unfolds as we prepare to watch out youngest daughter graduate and move on to the next stage of her life.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Mothers Day
Today is a day to honor our mothers. Mothers come in different shapes and sizes. But each one of us has a unique mother. It is something we will always have whether they are still here or in heaven.
I am fortunate to still have my mother. She is an amazing woman. She has always been there for me and is always encouraging me. Even though I am an adult, she is still teaching me things. In my eyes she has been a super woman. Doing everything well. Loving her family and God above her own needs. She sacrificed for us, worked full time jobs, made holidays above expectations. Not just in materials things but the memories and the traditions she has taught us to embrace and cherish. Even my children who are growing into adults still cherish those traditions. In may ways I struggle to even get close to accomplishing the things she has done. But she has encouraged me to be myself and strive to keep my family close. Even if things do not seem ideal but it is what we do, we are still creating memories. For instance, Kevin has had to work a lot of holidays including Christmas day. I get frustrated just thinking about how that "it's not fair". But we started getting up at 3am so the kids could get up on Christmas morning and open presents. They actually get excited about that. No it isn't what I really want Christmas morning to be like but it is OUR Christmas morning, creating memories for our family.
This is just one example of the things my mother has taught me. If I can be half the Godly mother and wife she is I will be proud.
I love you mom and glad your will always be in my life.
I am fortunate to still have my mother. She is an amazing woman. She has always been there for me and is always encouraging me. Even though I am an adult, she is still teaching me things. In my eyes she has been a super woman. Doing everything well. Loving her family and God above her own needs. She sacrificed for us, worked full time jobs, made holidays above expectations. Not just in materials things but the memories and the traditions she has taught us to embrace and cherish. Even my children who are growing into adults still cherish those traditions. In may ways I struggle to even get close to accomplishing the things she has done. But she has encouraged me to be myself and strive to keep my family close. Even if things do not seem ideal but it is what we do, we are still creating memories. For instance, Kevin has had to work a lot of holidays including Christmas day. I get frustrated just thinking about how that "it's not fair". But we started getting up at 3am so the kids could get up on Christmas morning and open presents. They actually get excited about that. No it isn't what I really want Christmas morning to be like but it is OUR Christmas morning, creating memories for our family.
This is just one example of the things my mother has taught me. If I can be half the Godly mother and wife she is I will be proud.
I love you mom and glad your will always be in my life.
Friday, May 1, 2009
Telling on myself
It has been 2 weeks since I had my wisdom teeth out and things are definately feeling better. Although I still have a weird taste in my mouth and periodic find food I haven't ate for awhile. My teeth still are sensitive due to the fact (according to the dr) some nerves are still exposed.
The whole experience needless to say wasn't good. I was a little nervous before but once I got in the room and got the IV I don't remember much until I got home. I don't remember getting out of the clinic and into the car at all. Kind of weird to know a period of time is missing. Once home took meds and slept on the couch. Kevin left for work around 4, Malori came home around 5, I continued to sleep. Mal woke me up to tell me she was going into Danville with a friend. (apparently watch mom sleep isn't that fun on a Friday night when your 18) So shortly after she left I started to get throwup. I continued to throwup all night. She called and I told her I was sick and she came home. In the process of throwing up the toilet seat came down and hit me on the head. I got a knot and a bruise from it. I ended up with a fever and throwup all night. So I decide it was the pain meds that made me sick.
The next few days at least went better. I still had a lot of pain but stomach was much better.
I am glad I have no more wisdom teeth because I would never do that again!!
My family did get enjoyment over the knot and toilet seat. I still hear about it.
Stuff like this always happens to me. (and Britni)
The whole experience needless to say wasn't good. I was a little nervous before but once I got in the room and got the IV I don't remember much until I got home. I don't remember getting out of the clinic and into the car at all. Kind of weird to know a period of time is missing. Once home took meds and slept on the couch. Kevin left for work around 4, Malori came home around 5, I continued to sleep. Mal woke me up to tell me she was going into Danville with a friend. (apparently watch mom sleep isn't that fun on a Friday night when your 18) So shortly after she left I started to get throwup. I continued to throwup all night. She called and I told her I was sick and she came home. In the process of throwing up the toilet seat came down and hit me on the head. I got a knot and a bruise from it. I ended up with a fever and throwup all night. So I decide it was the pain meds that made me sick.
The next few days at least went better. I still had a lot of pain but stomach was much better.
I am glad I have no more wisdom teeth because I would never do that again!!
My family did get enjoyment over the knot and toilet seat. I still hear about it.
Stuff like this always happens to me. (and Britni)
Monday, April 27, 2009
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